ive always been fearful of the idea of complete honesty
i feel its only human to keep a little bit of yourself...
to yourself
enigmatic mysterious
like antonio banderas
keep em guessin and theyll come back for more
always leave em on a high note as well
a little bit of drama never hurt
like the old superman serials that would play before the saturday matinees at the scotia theater
if the last time they saw you was in a fiery truck careening off the side of a mountain
and the next time they see you youve got a small cut above your eye
and you shrug your shoulders when asked about the truck incident
as if to say... huh, i forgot all about that
thats when youve got em
thats what im good at

but you.
with your urban indiana jones lifestyle
and your complete lack of enigmatic control
-both of which i envy and loathe at the same time-
scare the ever loving snot out of me
youre uncontrolable
kinetic
like a superball bounced in a closed room made of superball material
busy busy busy
and i admire that
and i look forward