i feel like i just ruined christmas. i just read what happens on the last two episodes of LOST two weeks before it actually happens. i hate me. shit shit shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is why you never show me the dessert cart before ive started my meal. dammit. one time i ate butter in a resteraunt. it was shaped like ice cream, in the same style bowl and all. we hadnt even received menus yet. i thought- "shit yeah...ice cream! how'd they know???" butter. nasty. you'd think id learn, but no...ill just keep feeding me butter... idiot.